Am I cheating on boyfriend?

I love my bf and I would never ever do anything to hurt him and I am trying to be faithful to him as much as I can even by following some silly rules.

But a silly stuff is happening with me. Like my ex bf has came in the picture and he is truly sick with kidney dieseas… He told me he loves me and sorry for everything. I just didn’t want to hurt him specially with his condetion so I didn’t tell him I am in love with somebody… I just tend to respond to his texts from time to another.

And today I had a problem when I was out and I needed a guy help but my bf is in the training army… So I called my ex and he sloved the problem without showing up.

Also my sis and I have a guy friend since we were teenz… This guy got married and his wife doesn’t allow him to have gals friends so he keeps in touch by facebook or texts and sometimes call in secret.

My bf also hate to have guy friends… He is extremly jealous and would beat other guys by only looking at me.

I can’t tell him about these things as he will get extremly upset.

So do u think I am cheating on him?!

Thank u:)